The Flaw

I guess I should've seen this coming. Despite following my apparently 'better' pattern, I am now struggling to make any decent head way with my dissertation edits. This may be because I have no target set unlike when I was writing a few days ago - so maybe I need to do that from the start to give myself an [achievable] goal (yes, it will have to be realistic though small or else I will probably just end up beating myself up when I can't make it). So tomorrow, I am aiming to edit 2 1/2 of my seven pages (but realistically that will be 1 1/2 pages). I may revise it in the morning but that is me being realistic. Anyway, we went to Bluewater this morning (very early) to have a French brasserie breakfast, buy some stuff and try to wake up brain/body up. Can't say it worked.... And if I have nothing to do the same for me tomorrow, I am feeling doubtful about that too. But I need to try. I need to get this first chapter done by Sunday (ideally but not realistically). So I'm going to go watch some Vampire Diaries and try to forget about it for now. Got to prepare a stew in the morning though so maybe that might help. Wish me luck.